but after talking with my brown friend, kinda racism right? NO NO SHE ALWAYS CALLED ME ASIAN BUDDY!!!!! HAHAHA but I'm not kidding It was like a part of myself that had been crashed down by a car.... we can call that a high school crush.....
I think I never felt that way before, maybe once in secondary one but yall know that I was young .... I couldn't feel the same. SO I talked to her and she was like oh dont get hurt because of a stupid boy, you deserve better than that and all. I felt so important all of a sudden I felt like YES I COULD HAVE BETTER THAN HIM SERIOUSLY.... SO right now IM TOTALLY DIFFERENT FROM THIS MORNING!
yeee I'm still tha same but my MOOD IS WAY BETTER!! If I think about it one more time what I've been through today IT'S NOTHING, UNECESSARY & STUPID BUT YALL KNOW
love is blind and I was blind this morning!
