Real or not real?

It is REAL ? 

Sometimes you're just asking yourself if you should believe it or not. You're asking yourself it you're not thinking too much, but why we always have to wonder what other people think. I wish I could be the one that's right but every time my hopes are too high. Sometimes I just wish I could stop thinking bout it even for a day. I know that it's not working, why I need to force myself to think what I shouldn't! I know my friends are always there for me and I'm trying my best to be positive and show them my best but It ain't working right now! Every time I tell myself to forget him but there's a voice inside that's still thinking bout him and telling myself that maybe he likes me too.I really have to wake up and face reality.

From now on, I make the biggest decision ever; TO NOT EVER THINK BOUT HIM ANYMORE 

or I'LL GET DEEPLY HURT! 

thanks to y'all that have been supporting me from the start

GOD BLESS YOU GUYS