2013, I'm ready!

Alright, so 2012 is about to end. I wanna say that this year has been a stressful and hectic year for me. Thank you to all the few very important people that stayed with me, ride with me, cried with me, laughed with me and stood by my side when I needed it the most. 2013 is going to be a better year for me. I made a lot of mistakes and I thank God for giving me all the struggles because it made me who I am today; Lord, Please guide me and cover me under your precious Blood through out the new year.& To all who tried to put me down and to hurt me.... God bless and wish you all the best for the new year. Yeah ,& I've also  come so far and I've learn a lot from everyone: my friends, my family even from my teachers. I hope that this year will be really surprising and I hope I'll learn a lot for the future & from my mistakes. I don't hope that this year will be a perfect year because imperfection makes it perfect. Sadly is not a happy beginning because I'll spent the first  day alone at home without my family because they have to work but is okaie I'll take that as a sign that this year will be a peaceful & joyfull year. -x0x


A little song that I found yesterday for the 2013. I really admire Joey Diamond, great singer & wish him the best & all the fame

SO PEOPLE, I'LL ENJOY MY LAST YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL & TRY TO BE A BETTER PERSON!

Like back in tha days!

It's been a while that I didn't spent time with one of my best homie Jerry. This year, my mom decided to spend Christmas with Jerry's family. Finally, after about 5 years that I didn't do a really usual supper with them like back in our childhood days. I missed so much of being a little girl that didn't have to worry bout life arghhh but that day I felt like I've grown up! & it makes me feel much better  hehehe like usually he came to my bedroom and we spent time together but the thing that changed was that we talked.... YES WE DID! bout our curent life WEIRD ? Why? because before we would watch tv or play games but we actually talked and I enjoyed it! HAHA not that we didn't talk before it's just that It shows how we've grown up during these years.

enjoying our night with my mommy's iphone 4S

Christmas is coming to town!

Friday, the 21th december 2012


As you can see, the holidays (Christmas)  is coming soon as for Min's birthday. I had school that day & I skipped class exept for the first one because I slept at Chokiu's house and she didn't want me to stay at  home so confortable while she's at school. REALLY NICE RIGHT? Yeah! I was so freaking bored, all my friend were there but I didn't want to talk at all I slept for bout an hour.... After the first period, Jasmine, Chokiu & I went back to Chokiu's house but I needed to go back to school at 12 because I had to finished a french exam... "%"$?/&%$&$*$* THE TEACHER!

Camwhore with Jasmine new cellphone ( samsung galaxy s3) OMG THA ONE I WANT SO BADLY. She got it for a Christmas gift, so lucky!

We went for lunch at a new sushi restaurant at Chinatown just infront the park. It was delicious!♥ Faye took almost all the pictures so I didn't had a chance to take pictures with her but still she's a wonderful photographer.

     TIME PASS SO FAST EVEN IF PEOPLE CHANGE BUT THE MEMORIES DON'T

last year.....

   

Me & my bff ♥

 

                   
                       Taking picture with Jasmine's cellphone

 

There's always a beautiful ending to wonderful memories

 all the credit to Jasmine.H thank you my lil sweetheart

Confuse

Sad for some reason but It hurts when you can't tell anyone or even when you're best friend can't do anything bout it!It's my problems, not theirs! Sometime, I'm just ending up by myself asking  if I'M NOT overthinking too much but It hurts like hell when you see THAT someone taking a different path. You're actually the only one that can see it clearly that your friendship is breaking; when it's not  like how it once was but you're still trying your best to keep this relationship... I really want to end those feelings but I JUST can't help it....... I don't want to be hurt but that made me sad to see how it goes! Someone please come and take away my emotion because it's killing me right now! I'm maybe overthinking but that means you're important to me and for some people it might be too much& too dramatic...  but When most of the time in your life, you got hurt by tones of people that you thought that they were your friends, your bros, your left hand but FOR REAL THEY ARE NOT!It can be really hurtful! I think is normal for me to act that way before I end getting hurt by someone! COMPLEX? YEAHH for sure I'm gonna continue to try, to keep our friendship because I know I'm irreplaceable  and it means a lot to me :) &  at the end if what I was afraid of, at first, comes true, I'll let that happen, maybe that person wasn't really a friend. I don't know why but for some reason I'm sure time will be the right solution & it will heal  our problems!