Confuse

Sad for some reason but It hurts when you can't tell anyone or even when you're best friend can't do anything bout it!It's my problems, not theirs! Sometime, I'm just ending up by myself asking  if I'M NOT overthinking too much but It hurts like hell when you see THAT someone taking a different path. You're actually the only one that can see it clearly that your friendship is breaking; when it's not  like how it once was but you're still trying your best to keep this relationship... I really want to end those feelings but I JUST can't help it....... I don't want to be hurt but that made me sad to see how it goes! Someone please come and take away my emotion because it's killing me right now! I'm maybe overthinking but that means you're important to me and for some people it might be too much& too dramatic...  but When most of the time in your life, you got hurt by tones of people that you thought that they were your friends, your bros, your left hand but FOR REAL THEY ARE NOT!It can be really hurtful! I think is normal for me to act that way before I end getting hurt by someone! COMPLEX? YEAHH for sure I'm gonna continue to try, to keep our friendship because I know I'm irreplaceable  and it means a lot to me :) &  at the end if what I was afraid of, at first, comes true, I'll let that happen, maybe that person wasn't really a friend. I don't know why but for some reason I'm sure time will be the right solution & it will heal  our problems!