Reason!

There's a lot of people asked me why I have changed so much in such short time but I didn't really changed. It's just tired. I'm tired of trying. I know people will be like WHAT THA FUCK? but yeah it's the only thing I can say bout what I feel right now? TIRED OF WHAT? tired of always being the first one to ask what's happening in their life, the first one to be like, OH I miss the old time, the first one to always push harder and try to hold our friendship.I'm not saying that they're not trying is just I feel like if one day I'll stop to try would you still hold our friendship like everytime I did? Some people would but some wont. & that's what I realised today, one of my closest friend ask me what's happening.... & After I saw that I'm not the only one trying there's people out there that still care. #feltgreattho