2.0.1.4

Hey, its been quite a while that I didn't blog, but no worries i'm officially back! At least I hope.... I've been really busy with cegep life and family issues. Blogging at 5@m, what a great journey ahead of me... Today is New year....a day that I normally dont really cared bout,but theses past few years i've changed my mind! I had so many ups and downs but at the end of the day, I'm still impressed bout what i've been confronting! Confronting? WOW calm down! ok i'll do a quick ''resume'' lost my best friend who wasn't really a great friend tho...:$ and lost someone I used to love so much, I lost friends, I lost respect. & i'm still here talking bout how i've been doing, right? So no matter how many struggles you had to face, there's one thing that my grandma used to say '' you're too young to care that much, you just gotta have to do what you have to'' simple right? As for 2.0.1.4, I'm not the type of girl that would make any resolutions for the new year... cause I learned that it never worked! Execpt for one thing, be myself!


Btw, HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!  

What I've learned these past years; Don't try to understand everything, because sometimes it is not meant to be understood but to be accepted.

Adiós secundaria!

Fives years of high school, I am finally done with it and a new chapter to come. I still remember the first day like it was yesterday. I was in the cafeteria, trying to fit in already and looking for new friends, scared and worrying about how I will fit in for the next five years.

Simple minded like I was, I was always wondering if I would find love, if I would find new friends, wondering if I would live great adventures, always wondering if I would be successful and what I would do in the future by thinking I still have five years to go. But now, I am finally done with it, a part of my life that was greatly accomplished and never be forgotten. When I think about it, time does past so quickly. The people that I have met are the person that has changed myself even without realizing it and made the person that I am today.

I come from Montreal and one day my mom decided to move to South Shore! I was like where? Where is that?
But that was where my life has really started! & I'm thankful to everyone! <3333333333333333333333

My childhood days!

Sherly Temple!

Today, I was watching a documentary about Demi Lovato's life when she got into rehab and when she had all her struggles. She talked precisely about someone that was also my role model: Shirly Temple. I liked her so badly when I was really young. This little angel made my younger days so much funnier.

It's been a while that I didn't blog. There's a lot of    things that happened & changed. 

Timhortons with Freddie & Faye, we were studying and trying to concentrated but we ended up taking pictures of us with my cellphone. #weareperfectstudents

HAHAHAHAAHAHAHA WE ARE SO COOOL

I had the best summer of my life! I think we learned a lot from each other. I was someone that didn't really care bout friendship but Now i've learned to appreciate everything. You're friends are always there for you no matter what and every little details that I remembered make me  so happy.

Cosco eating because we volunteered for a  canoe event.

You see this guy hahahhahaha It made me realised how much I hated him before when I was in sec 4 but who would think that we've become so close. I passed the summer with amazing people. We went to see the fabulous fireworks and we went to Mcdonalds to spend the rest of the day. Josh, my bfflb is actually wearing my glasses and my accesories. #goodtimegoodtime 

POOL PARTY AT BRENDA'S HOUSE! It was a last minute decision. Mic called us if we wanted to come & obviously we said yes! The funniest moment ever is to see a bunch of guys doing stupid stuff  #immaturemoment

I went to a fancy restaurant for breakfast with my favorite mom. I think my mom has a really big role in my life. She's the one that has been there for me & I can see that she loves me... but sometimes way too much

#MÈREPOULE

Reason!

There's a lot of people asked me why I have changed so much in such short time but I didn't really changed. It's just tired. I'm tired of trying. I know people will be like WHAT THA FUCK? but yeah it's the only thing I can say bout what I feel right now? TIRED OF WHAT? tired of always being the first one to ask what's happening in their life, the first one to be like, OH I miss the old time, the first one to always push harder and try to hold our friendship.I'm not saying that they're not trying is just I feel like if one day I'll stop to try would you still hold our friendship like everytime I did? Some people would but some wont. & that's what I realised today, one of my closest friend ask me what's happening.... & After I saw that I'm not the only one trying there's people out there that still care. #feltgreattho 

Can't sleep! thinking over & over