2013, I'm ready!

Alright, so 2012 is about to end. I wanna say that this year has been a stressful and hectic year for me. Thank you to all the few very important people that stayed with me, ride with me, cried with me, laughed with me and stood by my side when I needed it the most. 2013 is going to be a better year for me. I made a lot of mistakes and I thank God for giving me all the struggles because it made me who I am today; Lord, Please guide me and cover me under your precious Blood through out the new year.& To all who tried to put me down and to hurt me.... God bless and wish you all the best for the new year. Yeah ,& I've also  come so far and I've learn a lot from everyone: my friends, my family even from my teachers. I hope that this year will be really surprising and I hope I'll learn a lot for the future & from my mistakes. I don't hope that this year will be a perfect year because imperfection makes it perfect. Sadly is not a happy beginning because I'll spent the first  day alone at home without my family because they have to work but is okaie I'll take that as a sign that this year will be a peaceful & joyfull year. -x0x


A little song that I found yesterday for the 2013. I really admire Joey Diamond, great singer & wish him the best & all the fame

SO PEOPLE, I'LL ENJOY MY LAST YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL & TRY TO BE A BETTER PERSON!

Like back in tha days!

It's been a while that I didn't spent time with one of my best homie Jerry. This year, my mom decided to spend Christmas with Jerry's family. Finally, after about 5 years that I didn't do a really usual supper with them like back in our childhood days. I missed so much of being a little girl that didn't have to worry bout life arghhh but that day I felt like I've grown up! & it makes me feel much better  hehehe like usually he came to my bedroom and we spent time together but the thing that changed was that we talked.... YES WE DID! bout our curent life WEIRD ? Why? because before we would watch tv or play games but we actually talked and I enjoyed it! HAHA not that we didn't talk before it's just that It shows how we've grown up during these years.

enjoying our night with my mommy's iphone 4S

Christmas is coming to town!

Friday, the 21th december 2012


As you can see, the holidays (Christmas)  is coming soon as for Min's birthday. I had school that day & I skipped class exept for the first one because I slept at Chokiu's house and she didn't want me to stay at  home so confortable while she's at school. REALLY NICE RIGHT? Yeah! I was so freaking bored, all my friend were there but I didn't want to talk at all I slept for bout an hour.... After the first period, Jasmine, Chokiu & I went back to Chokiu's house but I needed to go back to school at 12 because I had to finished a french exam... "%"$?/&%$&$*$* THE TEACHER!

Camwhore with Jasmine new cellphone ( samsung galaxy s3) OMG THA ONE I WANT SO BADLY. She got it for a Christmas gift, so lucky!

We went for lunch at a new sushi restaurant at Chinatown just infront the park. It was delicious!♥ Faye took almost all the pictures so I didn't had a chance to take pictures with her but still she's a wonderful photographer.

     TIME PASS SO FAST EVEN IF PEOPLE CHANGE BUT THE MEMORIES DON'T

last year.....

   

Me & my bff ♥

 

                   
                       Taking picture with Jasmine's cellphone

 

There's always a beautiful ending to wonderful memories

 all the credit to Jasmine.H thank you my lil sweetheart

Confuse

Sad for some reason but It hurts when you can't tell anyone or even when you're best friend can't do anything bout it!It's my problems, not theirs! Sometime, I'm just ending up by myself asking  if I'M NOT overthinking too much but It hurts like hell when you see THAT someone taking a different path. You're actually the only one that can see it clearly that your friendship is breaking; when it's not  like how it once was but you're still trying your best to keep this relationship... I really want to end those feelings but I JUST can't help it....... I don't want to be hurt but that made me sad to see how it goes! Someone please come and take away my emotion because it's killing me right now! I'm maybe overthinking but that means you're important to me and for some people it might be too much& too dramatic...  but When most of the time in your life, you got hurt by tones of people that you thought that they were your friends, your bros, your left hand but FOR REAL THEY ARE NOT!It can be really hurtful! I think is normal for me to act that way before I end getting hurt by someone! COMPLEX? YEAHH for sure I'm gonna continue to try, to keep our friendship because I know I'm irreplaceable  and it means a lot to me :) &  at the end if what I was afraid of, at first, comes true, I'll let that happen, maybe that person wasn't really a friend. I don't know why but for some reason I'm sure time will be the right solution & it will heal  our problems!

Struggling on stage!

Recently, I've been struggling for some reason. I've always ask myself what's the point to be that caring: Being mad for some reason that  aren't A reason but for real it was more for myself. The real reason it's because I WAS STRUGGLING WITH MYSELF........................
My head told to believe in them & their's a part of myself that's telling me that I can't because for me feeling betrayed or UNIMPORTANT its something I really can't support and when It comes from your best friends its harder to believe AND FORGET! maybe I'm being too exagerated but ITS HOW I FELT ITS HOW I AM & IF they can't accept the fact that im like this I SERIOUSLY RATHER NOT HAVING ANYBODY BY SIDE! I rather leave this world with no one by my side  and struggling for the rest of my life!

But I know theirs a lot of friends that's always standing beside me and  I didn't realise they were there from the start , from the whole beginning<3 sincerely thank you my people<3 love youuu

Real or not real?

It is REAL ? 

Sometimes you're just asking yourself if you should believe it or not. You're asking yourself it you're not thinking too much, but why we always have to wonder what other people think. I wish I could be the one that's right but every time my hopes are too high. Sometimes I just wish I could stop thinking bout it even for a day. I know that it's not working, why I need to force myself to think what I shouldn't! I know my friends are always there for me and I'm trying my best to be positive and show them my best but It ain't working right now! Every time I tell myself to forget him but there's a voice inside that's still thinking bout him and telling myself that maybe he likes me too.I really have to wake up and face reality.

From now on, I make the biggest decision ever; TO NOT EVER THINK BOUT HIM ANYMORE 

or I'LL GET DEEPLY HURT! 

thanks to y'all that have been supporting me from the start

GOD BLESS YOU GUYS 

I've learn a lot these days, sometimes you just feel so depressed that you want it to be done! just think bout what you held on for so long!

What is love?

These days, I WAS REALLY CONFUSED because I had a crush on someone! This totally changed my mood from HAPPY TO SUPER SAD! WHEN I said super sad I meant like really sad! Everyone at school tought I was tired; ye im so tired.... hahahahaha:D
but after talking with my brown friend, kinda racism right? NO NO SHE ALWAYS CALLED ME ASIAN BUDDY!!!!! HAHAHA but I'm not kidding  It was like a part of myself that had been crashed down by a car.... we can call that a high school crush.....
I think I never felt that way before, maybe once in secondary one but yall know that I was young .... I couldn't feel the same. SO I talked to her and she was like oh dont get hurt because of a stupid boy, you deserve better than that and all. I felt so important all of a sudden I felt like YES I COULD HAVE BETTER THAN HIM SERIOUSLY.... SO right now IM TOTALLY DIFFERENT FROM THIS MORNING!
yeee I'm still tha same but my MOOD IS WAY BETTER!! If I think about it one more time what I've been through today IT'S NOTHING, UNECESSARY & STUPID BUT YALL KNOW 
love is blind and I was blind this morning!

PS: #1 ADVICE: DONT BE SAD LIFE IS TOO SHORT FOR BEEING UNHAPPY, I KNOW I HAD BAD EXPERIENCES IN MY LIFE, BUT I KNOW TRUE LOVE STILL EXIST SO I'LL STILL BELIEVE IN  FAIRYTALES ♥

Time to sleep!

           

    It's finally time to say bye to ''SUMMER TIME'' and HELLO to my senior year!

life is too short!

It's really funny how you hate someone in a second & the next you become her best friend! Life is too short to hate on people, just spread some love instead....

Papa Jackie!

It's been 4 years that I moved to Brossard and I tried almost all the chinese restaurant but none of them is good. Papa Jackie it's definitely ONE OF THE BEST maybe because the owner of the restaurant was from my hometown & it had a taste that I was used to! My family with Poon family went to Papa Jackie for lunch because Jia Poon grandma came from Toronto & like always my mom wanted to treat her for diner.

Ur old now!

               Happy Bd SHOW.L! 33 not big deal!

You only live once in your life, even if you grow up there's always a young inside of you

Aurelie's bd partey!

We celebrated at Buffet Vichy for Aurelie's Sweet Sixteen! ♥ Rithika was tha first one to arrived & she called me and asked if I reserved before. I said yes I did for 5 o'clock and the she was like OMG I just asked them but they said that you didn't reserve! At that time, I was so PISSED! So I arrived and I asked the waitress;  Hi, I reserve for 5 o'clock! Okaie come with me please!

HAHAHAHAHA Rithika was so mad she was like '' OH NO YOU DIDN'T ! What I know why it'S because I'm brown & I have ghetto pants right?''

                             So beautiful♥

                      Cuttey

     Aurelie& Honorat♥

                                Issa

   HAHAHA so cute! What are you doin' Aurelie?

                      Rithika

                             

                             my girls 

                             

                              I love soups

We are like different flavor of ice cream that needs each other to be Xtremely good!Happy Bd to my fav chocolate♥

    Beautiful ending for a memorable day! 

hot summer!

I was outside for the whole day, at the end of the day my face is so oily. EWWWWWWWWWWW

It's the perfect weather for a Cherry mask that Tracy gave me while watching SBS heroesssssss ep 15  ♥♥♥

It's how we do it!

summer vacation!

Omgggggg how could this be possible?It's not even half of the summer vacation& I sleep really late!

It's already 4:39! GOD, need to sleeep but cann't::S

Chillin with Rithika!

Random pictures that I took

New earrings

Free sushi at Sushi Shop soo yummmi!

    I love Banana split ice cream

My daddy bought a new Iphone4S. OMMMG I was so pissed because he doesn't even know how to use it & he spend money for that shiet OH GOSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Usually, I eat steamed chinese bum without anything but when you eat too much of these youu'll get sick of the taste so I tried it with Lindt-Lindor &I put it in the microwave. Seriously, It was so gooooood!

We went at Faye's house because we work too hard for our final exams. We wanted to relax a little bit.

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Chillin with Rithika

I went with Rithika to buy Aurelie's gift. At first, we went to Champlain mail but we couldn't find anything to buy for her then we went to Chinatown & we bought this

for her Itouch4 covers

Rithika talked 'bout how beautiful the street art was at Downtown so we decided to go there 

Studyin'' with my ladies!♥

Before the science final exams,we decided to go study at Mtl.

                                   Studyin' harddddd<3

a day like others!?

Ya'll know that I love those sunny days in the weekend because I'm too lazy to go out. I have a tones of homework waiting for me but the great things is I've done none of them. FEELING WONDERFUL!YEEE The whole family including my step sister Nhu Tu, went to Calorie for 

lunch.

my mom's acting: OMG you guys are all CRAZY MONKEYS 

Crazies sisterhood

tryin to be cool?

Everyone always  say that we look alike but in my opinion we are TOTALLY DIFFERENT just see by yourself

  

Yesterday, Kevin gave Jonah's Beats to me that I could give it back to him so OF COURSE I'll use it LIKE A BAWS & I took amost a hundred pictures with the Nhu's laptop.

f(x)- Electric Shock MV Reaction

 I really wanna watch a reaction for Electric Shock that will be not like OH IT'S COOL and all because it's F(x) and finally she said something real!& I love the end

I LOVE HOW SHE REACT & SHE'S REAL! LOVE IT♥

10 days

I have a lot to talk about because it's been a long time that  I didn't blog.2 more weeks I'll be free from all the exams.

Love Alan, sometimes I really do think that he's kinda similar to my personality

yolo?!

SO TRUE!